I don't care who you are, if you are a sub, you know your master's touch! 

I was at Wal-Mart tonight loading groceries in my car. I am always aware of my surroundings but it was storming something awful! I was simply trying to get my groceries in the car so that I could get home. Suddenly. I felt a hand on shoulder grip firmly, not painfully and the other on my waist. I suddenly gasped at the immediate startle, but without him even saying a word, I immediately knew it was Sir. I calmed in his hands. He leaned in, "That's good, K. You knew it was me. But you need to pay better attention because what if it hadn't been? Huh?' 

He let me go and instructed me to get into the car. He finished loading my groceries for me. Steven came around to my door, opened it and said, "Go home, unload the groceries, and make me happy tonight Kate. I have missed you this week. I am sorry about this weekend. I hope you have healed well. I love you Kate. I always will. Be careful." He closed my door and waited for me to leave. 

Now to please Steven...here I go! :-)

Still crying diamond sized tears after visiting the Devil's Chambers tonight. I mouthed off one too many times! Although all Dom's are narcissistic, not all narcists are Doms. He has not been up for talking much this week because of being under the weather after this past week's travels. Anyways, I told him just to text me when he was up for conversation, otherwise, he wouldn't hear from me again unless an emergency broke out that I wasn't capable of handling. I then told him that he could reach out and IF I felt like his conversation was worth my time, I would carry it on, otherwise I had a life to live and things to tend to around here. Well, he festered on this all the way home from Dallas, TX! In fact, I didn't know he was coming home. He came home early. He NEVER does this! When he got here, I was utterly shocked! It was then on like Donkey Kong! EEEKKKK! 

He kissed me when he walked in the door. "Hello Kate. I hope you are doing well this evening." I acknowledged him and replied, "I am. How are you?" His response, "I was doing okay resting in my room until you disrespected me. That isn't to happen Kate. I didn't deserve that. You must be punished. Never do that again!" As he was taking his jacket off, He grabbed my wrists and began leading me toward the chambers. I knew it wasn't going to be good. My heart began racing. He passionately kissed me while he guided me in the direction I needed to travel. Upon entering the passageway, he didn't turn on the lights. As we entered into the section of the room for play or demise, he lit only enough for him to see what he needed, nothing more as a way of building my anticipation and anxiousness. We walked down the aisleway to the laughing stocks. Next, he cuffed my hands together in front of me as though I were able to escape! (Yeah Right!) He put me in there and locked my hands and head in. He removed my pants and panties. "Step out of these!" he firmly demanded in reference to my clothes. Then he shackled my feet together and to the pillory. He then took the base of the stocks and turned it so that I was looking solely at the wall.

I knew he left my presence, though I didn't know where he went. I heard him plundering around in the dark, but he knew exactly what he was doing. I was trying to listen at where he was to determine what instrument he was looking for. I heard his steps approaching closer. Whack! He struck my legs with a cane. My knees buckled upon impact. He came around with his other hand and walloped my legs again with a Cat O Nine Tail Flogger. I swear to you it was as though flesh peeled away from me when he jerked the leather back. I screamed out in agony. Tears began to flow. "Are you going to disrespect me again Kate?! You know better! I didn't think you needed to be taught, but I guess I was wrong. Teach the teacher!" Wham! Another attack with the cane. I bellowed out "Ouch! That hurts so bad!" He responded with, "Yeah, well you disobeying me hurts me too, Katelyn. This hurts me more than it does you." 

He once again walked away slowly, leaving me to grow even more anxious wondering if we was finished, or going to leave me bound there. There was a silence that fell upon the room and I almost believe I heard the water from my eyes smacking against the tile flooring. I heard something that sounded like keys rubbing against a table as you pick them up. I heard footsteps followed by intense breathing, therefore I knew he was slowly, yet interestingly enough quickly, approaching. My heart raced and my breathing heightened. I felt my entire body tense. He placed his hands on my hips and slowly made way up my body, feeling me as though he was blind and getting a visual for the first time. 

He unbuttoned my bra and raised my shirt to cover my eyes. "Quiet, Kate. Make Daddy proud. Say 'Yes, Daddy." I nodded in agreement because I couldn't muster the words due to intense weeping. "Kate. Get yourself together and do as I said." I gulped hard to try and get some words through. "Ye...Ye...Yes Daddy." I finally spit out as commanded. He forced the ball gag in my mouth so I knew this would be a long time because he didn't want to hear me and he was going through too much trouble for it to be a quick process. I trembled in fear. I trust him. I am not scared of him. I know he will not go too far. But damn...that shit hurts!

He went and sat down as though he was waiting to watch a film unravel before his eyes. "Kate. I want to admire your beauty. Allow me to gaze at your almost nude body. I was slowly regaining composure, mainly because the stinging had begun to subside and the numbing has began to settle in. I heard the chair creek and his boots began to shuffle. I gasped considering the gag. Before his feet even quit moving he slams we with a chain flogger across the back so hard that my head flew backwards causing my back to arch as much as possible and me stay restrained. Immediately before I could come back up, he came around with the other side and hit me struck with a spiked riding crop! He quickly began alternating these over and over. He counted them. I was blindfolded but I still closed my eyes as tightly as possible just praying it would end quickly. I couldn't help but to move as much as possible, knowing there was nowhere for me to go. Powerless. Helpless. Hopeless.  

"Katelyn, as part of the Roman scourging, only 39 lashes were given so not to exceed 40." With each word he said, he struck me yet again. I was beyond mortified. I was screaming in pain, though no sounds could be heard nearby. 

I felt a new sensation on my back, though he never left me. This caught me so off-guard, I quit squirming. I couldn't for the life of me thing of what tool he was implementing. I began to choke from the movement and my neck in the neck hole of the stock. He quickly questioned, "Are you okay?" I was so appalled, I couldn't even respond, yet was scared not to. I was stunned...scared shitless. I continued to feel this odd sensation more and more. I thought, it was the nerve endings confused due to the trauma it endured. He quickly raised the pillory to free my head so I could breathe normally. He hastily removed my gag. I was crying and couldn't stop. 

Once again, I heard the drops on the floor...bigger this time. He uncuffed and unshackled me. "Be careful not to fall in the blood spatters. Drink plenty of fluids to replenish what you lost today. Don't forget your multivitamins. I'll give you a massage with my 'magic hands' before you turn in for the night."

I didn't even bother with my bra. I grabbed my pants and underwear and out of Lucifer's Hell I got as quickly as possible. I had snot flying. Oh, it was not a pretty sight. I ran to the bathroom to clean up and investigate. There is no bandaging that. I had to run a shower and dodge in and out of the water because the sting of it was excruciating. The cuts weren't deep, but they were everywhere. The swelling had begun to settle in and I grabbed a towel to lay on to keep from ruing clothes or my bed. I curled into the fetal position until I cried myself to sleep and took a long siesta. 

He awakened me to give me anti-inflammatory medication and a multivitamin. "Eat Kate. I brought you food. I am sorry you are hurt. I don't like that. But you know not to disrespect me in front of people. Although you couldn't see anyone, I was surrounded by people. Even when I told you to drop it and we would talk about it later, you continued. Pay attention next time. Just because you don't know what is going on in someone else's life, don't assume you do because of routine. I love you. I always will. I want what is best for you. I would kill someone if they did what I feel had to be done to you this evening and would smile in my mugshot. You have to obey your Master." He kissed me. He began massaging me and when finished left the room. I once again began crying as now the numbness has worn off and feeling has returned to the point I feel my heartbeat every time it pumps, in every area of my backside. 

I left out the gory details of this. You will have to read the book to find out all those. 

What an exciting phone call I had today! He called to say that when he gets back, he is going to take me to a hotel for a night and tie me up, lick me to death, beat the hell out of me, and fuck me with dildos if needed. He misses me uncontrollably. Oh the feeling is mutual!!!!!!! 

Kate has been sick these last few days. I have been taking great care of her as I need her in the best of shape to tend to my wants and needs. Just posting an update for her since she hasn't been on in a few days. --Steven 

Santa Claus is cumming to town! Santa Claus is cumming to town! Santa Claus is cumming to town! I can't wait for him to cum down my chimney. I am so ready to be his Ho Ho Ho tonight! I am going to put a bow on top of my head and let Master unwrap me for Christmas! Let's get this party started! Merry Christmas everyday! From our family to yours, have a safe holiday season. 

Finally around 12:30 this morning he came in from working on his truck. He was filthy, cold, and sore. I helped him undress and get into the shower. I gave him his shower so that he didn't have to work his already tired muscles (this is how a team works people). Once I got him dried off completely, I helped him to bed, where I gave him a full body massage with my magic hands. It wasn't long until he was fast asleep. I kissed him goodnight and crawled into bed myself. This truck might be the death of my yet. Truck for Christmas instead of our normal bondage materials? Might be doing some last minute shopping today!